flower

Thursday, July 28, 2011

One day at a time right?

The last week or so I've been stressed, overwhelmed, and depressed. Stressed because of finances and the things we need to get and bills we need to pay. Overwhelmed because just when I think Im done planning/going to parties, another one pops up! Which cost more money and thus makes me more stressed. Im depressed because Im tired of how I look. I dont think Im ugly but I also dont think Im pretty. And that mostly has to do with my weight. How do I find time to exercise between raising two kids and spending time with my hubby, time for myself, and my church? How do I eat healthy without breaking the bank doing so? How do I even cook healthy? There's got to be an easier way! I cant go to a gym. No sitters no money. Walking for me isnt enough and I dont know what videos to trust and which ones not to. And really, even if I lose the weight, will I really lose the tummy? Today would be a down day for me. Today, I hate how I feel and how I look. Oh God, please help me in this!

1 comment:

Stephanie said...

Oh Merrie Beth, I totally understand! We're super tight right now after having to unexpectedly go down to one income. And being preggo, I have NO energy to do the things that need to get done around the house, which also stresses out Bryce cuz he hates having a messy house! Anyways, I am more than willing to watch your kiddos if your willing to watch mine :-) or even just getting together to get out of the house would be nice...