This holiday season starting from Thanksgiving to New Years has been very busy. So busy our house has been severely neglected! And playing catch up sucks! But soon it will be all over and we can get back to "normal" life, whatever that may be! I'm hoping to implement some changes this new year! Like a laundry schedule, serious potty training for Chloe, and bottle holding training for Josiah. Fully cloth diapering. Eating better, exercising, and losing some weight. Staying on budget, and buying cheaper and smarter.
This holiday season has also brought back the depression. I've dealt with it on and off for years but hasn't come back in a while and hasn't been this bad in awhile. And it's not horribly bad, just enough that I will more then likely need to get the meds for it. Part of it is cause I need to change my priorities and put God first again! Partly cause my weight is going up and not down and I'm really struggling with a diet/exercise routine. And really, I'm not happy with my environment/surroundings. Not where I live. I love College Place. I'm glad we moved here. I think its more some of the people around me, and our situation.
And the depression is partly cause of finances! I hate being an adult simply cause I hate dealing with finances! OMW! Paying bills, staying on top of debt, not going into more debt, making wise decisions. Oy Vey!
I'm hoping to make some new changes for 2012! Hoping to get the depression under control, finances, and weight, and hoping to do some new and fun exciting things with my family!
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The depression thing has hit me, too. Mostly from being separated from my family for so long and feeling like I don't belong anywhere anymore. Hang in there...the winter blues aren't called that for nothing. You'll make it, just keep praying, surround yourself with people you love and who love you and treat you well, and you'll make it.
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