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Thursday, February 24, 2011

Overwhelmed

Im 33 weeks and 4 days pregnant! And Im feeling very uncomfortable right now. Josiah has decided for whatever reason that my right side is a very comfy spot. Which was fine when he was the size of a blueberry! But bow that he's like the size of a melon or bigger, not too comfortable!! I cant breath and feel at times like my heart is gonna jump out of my chest. I have moments of feeling sorta jittery and its not fun! Normally I handle it ok but not when Im trying to fall asleep at midnight! I have 6 weeks left! And Im terrified Im going to go into labor early cause of me! Im so busy and I have no time to work on the baby's room! Starting this weekend, I have 3 free weekends till Josiah is born. And its about to be 2. And my busy weekends, Im not working on the baby's room, Im doing other things. I havent really started except got some of the lines drawn on the wall. That's about it! And the paint is bought. Im gonna end up having a painting party just to pain the room! I havent started Chloe on transitioning to the big girl bed yet because if I do that, Im not guaranteed a nap and some days I really need that nap! The rooms arent switched at all cause we have to paint the room first and nothing is bought for Josiah that we need. Waiting till my showers are done! I just feel like there's alot to do and little time left to do them in. And while Im trying not to stress over it, its hard to when Im kicked in the side and reminded that I have 6 weeks before little man is here! Everything will get done when it gets done and its not the end of the world. I know its my hormones going out of whack and making freak out about my time left but I also know that I have alot of friends and family willing to help out when and if I need them! I just needed to get it off my chest a bit! It's hard enough to breath with Josiah in there, dont need to add the stress of anxiety of not getting things done!! Cant wait till little man is here and everything is done and I can for the most part, relax!

1 comment:

Becky said...

Hey, I can come over on Friday afternoons and paint to my heart's content. Also, what do you still need for Josiah? I didn't get you anything for yesterday's shower and owe Josiah a present. :) I was hoping you'd get that swing paid for with gifts but so few people came that was obviously not possible.

Have you ever considered trying prego yoga? I've never done yoga at all, but I know people who swear by the relaxation they get from it. Even a couple of minutes a day might help you relax and not feel so overwhelmed...PLEASE let me know what I can do for you!