Life....

Life is definitely interesting these days. Some nights I sleep, some nights I dont. But really, its not that bad. I feel very blessed with our little girl. The joy I get when she looks at me and smiles or giggles is indescribable! I cat explain it! She's such a good baby. Not fussy, and if she has a fussy moment, every one around me says thats not really fussing! She does have her moments but for the most part, she's pretty laid back. She sleeps any where from 5-12 hours at night depending on her naps. It varies every night. Which is quite silly of me to be sitting here typing a blog when I could be getting 4 hours of sleep or 8. Who knows! But its also the only time I have to be by myself and truly think and type out what I want to say. I love how my life is. I do have to admit though that I miss being pregnant. As much as I cant wait to get pregnant again, I will not be having another kid, God-willing, till Chloe turns two. We will see if that happens but hopefully. Anyways, I know while pregnant I complained. But in all reality, what pregnant woman doesnt?? I mean, specially if its our first. There's all the changes happening to our bodies, a life growing inside of us, a life we are responsible for! And while some times I was hot and uncomfortable and feeling fat, I really enjoyed being pregnant. I loved that I was growing a little child inside of me. I loved that people saw a change in me. They saw I was very happy and excited about this child. I loved the cute clothes I got to wear. I loved telling people my experiences. I loved it all! But as much as I loved it, Im not ready for baby number 2. Next year we will start trying. I love my life. I love my husband, I love our little girl. Who knew you could love someone so much and only know them for 4 months!