A very sad day....

Today is a sad for us. Remember the blog before? It explained that I was cramping and spotting some and that we wanted your prayers. We went to the ER on Friday and I was doing ok. Baby was still there. Today, I started cramping a bit more. Bleeding a bit more. Then it got really really painful and I told Jacob to take me back to the ER. We were there for two hours. Most of it alone of course. I was cramping pretty badly but nothing was really happening. They wanted to do an ultra sound but wanted me to have a full bladder first so they can see it better. We saw the baby. Or at least we saw where the baby was. Granted Im only 10 weeks and so its hard to see such a tiny thing. But it confirmed we were still pregnant. She told me to get dress and would get the papers ready. They told us that its possible that I wont miscarry and that there is something else going on. But there is only a 50/50 chance on what will happen. So they told me to rest and drink lots of liquids. They told us what to look for and explained everything about a miscarry. So I went to the bathroom and while I was cleaning up, I passed my little baby. The dr confirmed it for me which didnt make it any easier. It was nice that we were at the hospital when it happened. The dr and the nurse were both wonderful people and really really helped me. So, today, Aug 17th, 2008, we lost our baby. So far it seems like everything is out, but we will know more when we go to the dr on tuesday. I am doing ok. Im cramping a little bit still but for the most part ok. Emotionally I am a mess! It hasnt completely hit Jacob. He's been great through this all. Dont worry, I know I can still have babies and this one just didnt work out. Our little one is in Gods hands doing ok. Please keep us in your prayers.